Tuesday, April 13, 2010

pondering and pondering

well, i'm on my break again.  so lately, i've been growing more irritable.  it may be everyone else.  but most likely, it's just me.  i don't understand why i've grown up to be much more ...how do i say it...critical? picky? things that would never have bothered me in the past get to me quite easily nowadays.  i often wonder why that's the case.  i think my personality has changed drastically with the end of high school and beginning of college.  but it wasn't just the changing environment, people and circumstances.  actually, it was just that. and myself. and my changing view of the world. 

i guess what's considered critical can be something special. i just have to learn to keep it to myself.  and make it a habit of being more understanding and easy going. and yes, optimistic.

sorry for this rambling on and on. i really have no idea what i'm really talking about. oh well. bye for now <3

Monday, April 5, 2010

vegas was AMAZING!

 i had such a great time despite the little bumps along the way.  i finally got to do what most kids (err people) my age do.  i got to take a road trip with friends. i got to stay up late and party. i got to drink and dance. i got to step outside of my comfort zone and take risks albeit little ones! all in all, it was so much fun and i can't wait for another trip to vegas or wherever. there is indeed some truth to the saying that it's not where you go but who you go with. and luckily, i was exploring vegas with great company.

the trip to vegas was pretty decent although i did become a bit impatient. we stopped at bob's big boys burgers for lunch at the insistence of ry.  the food was decent but nothing too special.  ry will contest otherwise. then we continued on to vegas.

we went to XS and moon at the palms.  they were nice clubs but i have to admit that i miss v20.  at least we didn't have smoke in long beach and there were actual tables for us to sit at without having bottle service.  we ultimately left early on both days.  but the buffets made up for what the clubs lacked.  the food was delicious and i believe we ate all that we paid for, if not more!

i had vegas withdrawal for a while.  i missed having friends around all the time and not having restrictions again.  it was fun to just decide to do something and do it without much consideration.  but being home was also good because i got to sleep all the hours i gave up while in vegas.

so in conclusion, i had a great time but i'm also glad to relax at home.  next year will be tough so i'm glad i will have these memories to think back to.  toodles for now.