Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
sundays
sundays make me melt. why? because i stay home to hang out with my dad. it isn't much hanging out because after breakfast and the usual morning errands, he goes to nap in his room until late afternoon. during this time, if i'm lucky, i have something interesting to watch. if not, i slowly melt as i watch random stuff online or on tv, nap intermittently and get fat through snacking. by 5 pm, i'm likely to be a pound heavier as i melt and melt some more. i miss saturdays. saturdays are always more fun. USUALLY.
i have to go volunteer tomorrow. lame. the courthouse is seriously super boring.
i have to go volunteer tomorrow. lame. the courthouse is seriously super boring.
Monday, February 15, 2010
deja vu
it's funny how time is invisible and extremely powerful at the same time. you would think that something without physical form or shape would be relatively weak. but time is not. it is a force that everything must adhere to.
i ran into a few familiar faces over the weekend. rather than feeling happiness or excitement, i felt awkward and tried to get away. it wasn't just this weekend. since i've been back in oc, i've bumped into old friends. or should i say former friends. once the closest people to me, they have become parts of my past. i know what you're thinking. i should take the initiative to reconnect. but things have changed. and they are still changing. even if i were to try, the connection wouldn't be the same. in a way, i would feel much worse knowing that despite our efforts, our relationship would be a mere shadow of what it once was. or maybe it's my antisocial nature. i don't know. but the memories will remain beautiful. at least to me :)
i ran into a few familiar faces over the weekend. rather than feeling happiness or excitement, i felt awkward and tried to get away. it wasn't just this weekend. since i've been back in oc, i've bumped into old friends. or should i say former friends. once the closest people to me, they have become parts of my past. i know what you're thinking. i should take the initiative to reconnect. but things have changed. and they are still changing. even if i were to try, the connection wouldn't be the same. in a way, i would feel much worse knowing that despite our efforts, our relationship would be a mere shadow of what it once was. or maybe it's my antisocial nature. i don't know. but the memories will remain beautiful. at least to me :)
Sunday, February 7, 2010
summary
i will try and sum up the last few days (or has it already been weeks?) in the next few sentences.
i started Autumn's concerto and fell in love. with the story, characters and actors. and as you can see, i found another picture to be part of my umbrellas, lovers and rain collection.
i fought and made up. and fought again. and made up again.
i advised my dad on certain things. he ignored them. and then chaos ensued. thereafter i lost my temper. that's about it. oh yes, i started school. had a few obstacles. but managed to get full time.
i guess the overarching theme is...lots of emotional instability for me.
i started Autumn's concerto and fell in love. with the story, characters and actors. and as you can see, i found another picture to be part of my umbrellas, lovers and rain collection.
i fought and made up. and fought again. and made up again.
i advised my dad on certain things. he ignored them. and then chaos ensued. thereafter i lost my temper. that's about it. oh yes, i started school. had a few obstacles. but managed to get full time.
i guess the overarching theme is...lots of emotional instability for me.
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