summary

i will try and sum up the last few days (or has it already been weeks?) in the next few sentences.

i started Autumn's concerto and fell in love. with the story, characters and actors. and as you can see, i found another picture to be part of my umbrellas, lovers and rain collection.
i fought and made up. and fought again. and made up again.
i advised my dad on certain things. he ignored them. and then chaos ensued. thereafter i lost my temper. that's about it. oh yes, i started school. had a few obstacles. but managed to get full time.

i guess the overarching theme is...lots of emotional instability for me.

i'm sorry

i hate that i'm critical and condescending.  i shouldn't look at things that i don't understand through those eyes.  the harshness of life is ever changing for each and every one of us.  i'm sorry. i hope that you peacefully rest.  i will remember the artist.